Our scars remind us that the past is real

I love this song by Papa Roach called Scars;

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

[Chorus x2]

It is relevant to me atm as i am moving on with another chapter in my life, i have been let down by some people in the past who i have bent and broken myself for and i have always been aware that i try to take people under my wing but now i am almost free from this, back in kent and i have let them turn their backs for the last time. I am happy as i have learnt from it and am now moving on with my own life which i hope to say *touch wood* is on the up :D so this song just closes it for me and helps to remind me i did my best and thats all anyone can ask of me. From now on im going to do my best for the people that count and not lose the wrong people through being 'blind'. Thanks to all those people that have seen this blindness in the past and know me well enough to accept me for me because they care, you are my true friends and always will be :D